I fell off the wagon...

And I fell off HARD.  I was doing so well...and then life happened.  Stressful, crazy life happened.  I started drinking mountain dew again. Diet to begin with.  Then it was regular. Then it was a liter of regular.  Yesterday, I didn't because I didn't go to the store.  But, I did practically only eat sugar.  I have been having way too much sugar these days.  Yesterday was the start of a couple of other things so last night, I decided enough was enough.  I NEED to get healthy.  I want to be there for my kids and my grandkids in many, many years.  I am spending way too much money on crap.  That needs to stop.  So, today is a new day.  I am back on the wagon.  I know it won't be easy.  I am a sugar addict.  I crave all the candy.  Endrit is even awesome and brings me candy and brownies and other things.  So, I will go back to going to the store one time a week and buying the fresh foods for the week.  I refuse to buy mountain dew no matter how bad of a headache I get while I am getting off of that addiction.  I have decided that I might pay myself a minimal amount of money each day I reach my goals.  Then when I get healthier, I can use that to buy some clothes or something.  Pray for me.  Kicking sugar and caffeine addictions are crazy hard...but I can do it.  I will do it.