There is a school that I interviewed at is in almost every way the opposite of where I have been teaching. Although it may sound like a dream job to some, it has me questioning if it is a good fit for me. In one way (my personal philosophy of teaching) it is NOT for me. In another way (my gaining of knowledge) it is PERFECT for me.
I have to be able to think of the future. What I do now will either help or hinder me in my future career goals. If I stay at one type of school I will not learn how to teach in different environments. If I teach in polar opposite schools, I have the learning, but not necessarily the enjoyment. I would LOVE to get a job at a school that is a nice happy medium between the far extremes, but I am not so confident that I will be able to find that kind of job.
So, If I get the job, do I take it and learn from it as much as I can, or do I pass it by and stick with my teaching philosophy? I am still unsure as to what that answer is going to be. If I don't get the job the answer is easy, keep looking. If I get the job...it gets a little bit harder. I know that the school will be wanting an answer that day. I have to decide what I am going to do.
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I am sure you will make the best decision... whatever that may be.
You are an interesting woman. I know how hard this would be for you. You have, from the time you were in elementary school, reached out and helped those that needed help the most. You have a true love for those who struggle, who are wanting to improve themselves. I know that will always be your first love. You have a real gift, talent, ability, whatever you want to call it. It will continue to grow as the years go by, it's something you can't put aside. However, you will also always have the love of learning and wanting to improve yourself. I know you will find a balance between all of it.
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