The last couple of days have been pretty hard on me. There are just so many things life has thrown Endrit and I's way in the last couple of weeks. I am not stressed about Endrit not having a job because I am selfish enough to LOVE having him home with me for a while. We have never had time like this together and it is nice to grow together as a little family. Having a baby sure does throw emotions into everything too. I am so happy to have her here. I love her more than I can imagine. It isn't always easy, but it is absolutely worth it.
The thing that has me the most emotional is the fact that my parents moved. I know that in the last year or so I have not visited my parents nearly enough. We have been so busy with everything. I spent half of my summer with my Mom setting up their new house in Missouri. I knew that they would move. I love the people in Missouri. I am SO happy that they are accepted and already gaining friends. But, I am selfish enough to be very sad that they are now a 22 hour drive away. I feel bad for my Mom because she said that she is just a phone call away. I think I have called 10+ times in the last 2 days.
Maybe we will get a job closer out there. Who knows? Not me. Well, I need to get the camera out more often now so that Grandma and Grandpa see pictures of Marsi as she grows and grows. Tomorrow's picture, her first little dress for church.
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Even before I read what you wrote I thought, "Hmmm... maybe Endrit will get a job closer to Missouri..."
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