Still Pregnant

Sorry, I am not much of a blogger right now.  Any pregnant woman knows the end of pregnancy is no fun at all.  So, I haven't felt up to blogging.

Tomorrow I am 38 weeks along.  If I am being completely honest with myself, I never thought I would see week 38.  I am still good with being pregnant, but I didn't think that I would be.  I guess I am a good host for Marsi.

It is cold outside now so it is no longer comfortable to walk around outside and that makes me sad.  I loved to walk around Liberty Park.

There have been days where I have wondered if I was at the start of labor.  Things have always fizzled out.  Yesterday was one of those days.  I know Marsi and my body are getting ready for the next step into parenthood of a child outside the womb.  My mind has been ready for a while.  I know I will be shocked when I go into labor, but I feel ready.

People around me (myself included on most days) want to have Marsi born on the 13th.  It is my favorite/lucky number.  She is the 13th grand child for my parents. It would just be fitting to be born on the 13th.  I would take any day from now until the 13th honestly.

So, if you want to throw me some labor vibes or whatever (I don't accept stay in vibes) It would be appreciated.  I am trying not to complain, but I hurt and I want to meet Marsi.